shoo fishy shoo. :D

Surprise – something fabulous that happens when one is least expecting it to happen.

Shocked – some negative stuff that you least expected to be happening but happens.

I was shocked tonight.
Maybe is that I hold too much expectation or I’m thinking too highly of myself, I never expected you to actually keep this thing from me. I thought you could tell me everything, least expected, I was the last one to know about it. Maybe you guys are just joking, but to me, I felt bit of betrayal and inferior. Maybe I’m still aren’t trustworthy.

It’s alright, soon maybe when I think it through, I might be able to put it down and take it as nothing, simply nothing has happened at all, if that’s what you want, I don’t want to be spoilt sport for this game.

Till now, I still can’t believe this I was thinking my brains out and trying to talk to you about it and hoping you will dared to ask that question, I was worried that if things were to drab too long, you might lose interest. Guess I’m wrong, I shouldn’t had worried – or even shouldn’t be bothered.

Call me petty or whatever.
But I’m hurt, real hurt from friends I thought I was close to.
I'm making a choice to stay in ID or move to FA.

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Thank you very nice

You're greatly appreciated friend no.

I told myself, “I’ll be careful not to sin by what I say, and I’ll muzzle my mouth when evil people are near.” I kept completely silent, but it did no good, and I hurt even worse. Stop being angry with me and let me smile again before I am dead and gone.” Psalm 39
Amen."

Spanish - A La Nanita Nana

151108 Dear God, With this prayer I call to mind my friends. I ask for Your blessings on them. May angels fill their nights And bless their days. May they find joy and peace and harmony. May I be a source of happiness in their lives. May our bond be strong and based on truth. May they always know that In me, they have support. May I live a life that Lives up to this prayer. Thank you God...Amen
Amen"